I somehow feel that as I grow older and older, the world spins even faster and faster and the time that I have gets s—h—o—r—t—e—r and shorter. It’s quite a struggle. I mean it’s tiring having to go in and out of lectures and tutorials from 8am all the way to 6pm for 5 consecutive days… well since I’m in Star programme for not doing well for Block Test. :\ I guess the 3hr self-study is a good thing. And the extra classes like REAP and all the subject days will help me for the next 8months in JC. But it’s just soo tiring at times. I’ve never felt 2yrs going by me this fast. And the thing is, sometimes even when I work my butts off, I get rubbish grades like a D or an E or an S. :( Its demoralising but I know I can do better than this.
I guess its true that you can’t always get what you want. My MT grade is already written in stone and I can’t do anything about it. Lucky enough for me, the admission grade for the Uni is S or better. So I won’t take the risk by retaking the paper and possibly getting a U instead. I really really wanted an A. But an A was the other extreme end that I failed to achieve.
Yesterday though made me feel more motivated than ever before. The PW results were finally released. :) One whole yr of struggle paid off and it shall compensate the failures that I have accumulated all these while. It goes to show to hard work pays off and I shall do the same for the other subjects. :)
I’m going to prove her wrong and make her stop comparing me with someone else.
