June 2011
1 post
School's starting and i'll have to get into the...
School’s going to start soon! i won’t be able to wake up @ 12pm like how i just did today :O that’s the only thing i’m going to dread :P but other than that, i think i’m looking forward for school. :) i’ve been on a holiday/break since december last year! 02/12/2010. now’s already June! i wouldn’t say that my holiday wasn’t fruitful. i’d...
May 2011
1 post
3rd May - enlistment day.
What a long holiday it has been. :] A long, but most satisfying holiday I have ever had.
I remember how I dreaded the first month (back in December) when everyone else had a job while I stayed at home (for what seemed like forever!) and felt utterly, useless. I guess I was a bit desperate. I went up straight to the childcare centre and asked if they needed a teacher aaand I got turned down that...
April 2011
1 post
Summer break
Life’s a joy when there’s a right amount of work and a right amount of spare time. :)
March 2011
1 post
I want a lock & key journal.
Skylar Grey’s love the way you lie is amazingggg. :) i lovelovelove songs like these; just the voice and the lyrics with no hard & obstructive background music. wish there’s some device to help me filter out these kind of songs from the net. ^^
the A levels were long gone. the results weren’t that good. :( no point listing down all my regrets, cause whats done is done right?...
January 2011
1 post
Rejections
It’s really too depressing. I’ve applied to become a daycare centre relief teacher but my email has not been replied. I’ve applied to become a tutor, but to no avail. I’ve applied to become a librarian, but they’re taking too long to call me back. :( I’ve applied to become a relief teacher, but they said there are no vacancies @ the moment. :( I’ve got job...
December 2010
6 posts
November 2010
10 posts
90210
I just watched episode after episodes of 90210 and i don’t feel like sleeping despite the 3am sign. :) It feels good to stay in bed and just follow up on all the episodes ive missed. Plus Britain’s Next Top Model, ANTM, and even ugly betty. :P it feels really really good.
In 4 hours time i have to get out of bed and kick start on a brand new day. The past 5 days had certainly not been...
August 2010
2 posts
I need a comeback.
It’s so scary to see each precious day go by. 14 more weeks to go and frankly, im pretty freaked out about it. :( Can i get a second miracle?
July 2010
5 posts
It feels really good to come home unburden by any homework. ^^, School ended real early, as early as 12.45. So I spent the rest of my day in school doing R&C. :P Anyway I got back some of my results, and its not satisfactory but at least i tried to improve. From a U to an S to an E. Heh, thats’ reeeeally slow progress. But heck, im moving forward. :) Oh yah, and when i was at the lib, I...
I shrinked my timetable to palm size. ^^ its cute and multicoloured (i.e. the little things i do to self-motivate myself for school :D) One whole month worth of June break. Wish we had more time though. All i could really cover was 2 out of 4 subjects. So in the end i blew math and bio for prelims. I chose to do my econs some justice this time round, but it didnt really go as well i thought it wld...
April 2010
2 posts
Just five minutes is crucial.
I somehow feel that as I grow older and older, the world spins even faster and faster and the time that I have gets s—h—o—r—t—e—r and shorter. It’s quite a struggle. I mean it’s tiring having to go in and out of lectures and tutorials from 8am all the way to 6pm for 5 consecutive days… well since I’m in Star programme for not doing well...
Heart ache.
Block test results were a heartache. But there were certainly valuable lessons leart like 1) SBQ is NOT 70% of the total paper so don’t be silly and concentrate on this section ONLY or else you’re gonna get a U AGAIN and 2) 4 days to study maths, 1 day to study chem and one night to study econs for a major test like this one is absurd and 3) luck is vital. I failed chem by a mark,...
March 2010
21 posts
It's the end of the road...
I’m gonna miss hockey. :( The girls, the trainings, the sun, the sweat, the hours, the pitch, the short corners, the running, the marking, the attacking, the defencing, everything. But I guess despite losing, there’s no reason to be overly sad cause we’ve gained more than what we ever thought we could. :)
All the best to the guys team though. :) I’m sure they’ll do...
treadonmydreams:
fmylife:
Today, I ordered takeout, and when I looked in the bag, saw they had included four sets of plastic cutlery. Someone at the restaurant packed my order, took a second to think about it, and then estimated that there must be at least four people eating to require such a large amount of food. I ate alone. FML
…My life, daily.
“I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and...”
– The X (via obliteratedheart)
Little, little step at one time.
So there have been a couple of ups and downs this year. The night before was as crazy as it could ever get… But today was all smooth, Alhamdullilah. :) Hee, so far I feel quite motivated when it comes to studies. I’m slowly crawling out of the bottom three in class for the small tests. Like today I got back bio and chem FA(s) and I got 10.5/20 and 10.5/21 respectively. :D So my new...
E, for emely... E for...
It was all so depressing. The day started off with tutorials, where none of the assignments i did was used. The Chem teacher decided not to come and Bio was cancelled due to the release of A’level MT. Then at 12.10, the hall was either filled with jumping people or people who were choking with tears. And I guess I was one of the latter group. :( I did badly for A’level MT and the first...
Hit - or - Miss: Dear self... →
This is your dream, the one you dreamt of when you were a little girl and hadn’t been able to fulfill earlier. The one life is now giving you a chance at. If you want it as badly as you did, you have to go for it. Do whatever it takes. It is hard, there are no two ways about it. You knew this…